late for bed

It's a nightmare, I say. Feeling horrible, desperated and being in the middle of nowhere.

I have been troubled in getting some sleep these days. It's too late for going to bed, but i'm still wide awake.  I just turn on my computer and access to my blog.  I still don't know what I am doing right now. feeling numb a bit.

Out of blue, I thought of the time when I first made the blog title, Lost Cause versus Basket Case.  I have no idea which phrase would better fit to me.  (Of course, I love both songs, lost cause by Beck and Basket Case by Green Day.)  No matter how hard you try, there is  something you never can get for the time being.  But the problem is that it takes longer time than you think.  Time has been the best solutions for most of time. It's irresistible.

Fed up with waiting and letting go,
Evelina.


p.s. This is one of my new year's resolution for my blog,  writing up a post in English when I just scribble.  But I feel awkward as I wrote this since it has been more than 5 yrs not to speak nor to write in English.
p.s. This is very personal note, rather say "Murmuring".  Don't care too much.